I need youI kiss youSoftlyFeel you in my armsWarmlyI need youI need your protect...I can imagine youTo be with meEmbrace me gentlyHow long I want to fool myself?I broke myselfAgainYou are deadYou are goneOnce you were hereBut nowYou are deadYou are gone
LoveI feelmy eyes drowning in tearssadness filling my bodybit by bitas i realze... there is no-one for me.I don't want to be alone.I don't want to be unloved.ButThere is no way to denie the truthNo way to make things betterI am aloneI am unlovedI protectMyselfFrom everything in this world'Cause no-one else will do it... Let the tears protect him.I don't want this.I don't want this life.LoveIs what I needMy only reason to live forWithout it...I am dead inside.Love me.Please.
I SUFFERLook at my eyes. Look at them!Can you see pain?Can you see the darkness in them?I cry tears of blood.FOR YOU!See those wounds in my stomach?I just made them.Screamed while the blade cut my skin...Ate me alive.AND I AM STILL NOT DEAD!Dead inside.Walking corpse.That is what I am.I feel nothing.Look at my cold eyes.CAN YOU SEE I AM NOTHING?So worthless.Left on his own...And what happened?There is no-one for him now.Dead soul can't be saved.Broken heart can't be fixed.Darkness can't be loved.It's me.
100. DeathDon't be afraid... I will protect you... forever..." LIES! Shut up, SHUT UP! "Calm down hun... I am here.. I am here..." But you are dead. "Come with me.." How? How can I?! "Take the knife, hun. Kill yourself. Then you are with me... again." I will hun... I will. "His tears and blood covered him as he took his last breath.
My painThis pain...Tearing my wings apartCutting my heart offWithering my soul awayThese tears...Were shed so aloneTasting so bitterFeeling cold as iceThis heartNo more beatingThis soulNo more breathingThis life...Chosen by death.
Are You? When I'm thinking of you,
Love And DeathHe was dying soHe locked his heart into a dying poemAnd asked the power of deathTo write the ending with his bloodShe was dark and lowShe locked her heart into his tears of joyAnd asked the power of loveTo let him die in peace with godAnd he drowned her by his fearsAnd she hugged him with her tearsAnd he won't die cause now she's hereCause death breaks when love appearsAnd when love and death embraceThey take the painThey take the fearThey form a smile on a bleeding face
ForgottenI am the voice for the muteAnd the eyes for the blindI am the fighter for the weakAnd the protest for the meekI'm the ears for the deaf,The hope where none is leftAnd the love where it's been long forgotten
FootstepsLove . . . stabbing the silence of a cold heartLove . . . is all there is to tear this night apartAbandoned by the sounds of laughtersLeaving footsteps in the darkFacing darkness with a smileCan't you please just stay a while?For without you all I have is tearsAnd tears are all there is to startRemember when you said you love meI looked away tried not to cryI felt the silence of a lieLeaving footsteps in the skyIt turned darkIt rained tearsAnd tears are all there is to start
SuicideI woke up scared to a world was greyFrom underneath my doorMy blood was crawling awayAnd laughters I heard so long agoCame back tonight said don't let goThere is still hope that lies ahead-who are you talking to son?-no one it's all in my head I'll shed the last tear and I'll go to bed I'll have one last hug before I'm deadShe covered me and sang the last lullabyI made believe that I won't cryShe said goodnightI said goodbyeBut will the pain end up tonightAnd can their darkness beat my lightInnocence burning in my heartQuestions burning in my mindIs it strength to face the reaper?Or is it strength to suicide?
Heavy RainIt's pouring crimson bloody rainAll over againCan't you see me dying?Can't you feel my pain?It's pouring all over on meAnd no one's left to seeIt's all over to themIt's all over to meHide from this heavy rainHide your loveHide your shameHide my letters under your bedTurn off the lights and play deadThey're coming to kill youThey're coming to rape youBut you're mineSo when they rip your clothes apartAnd when they ask you where to startClose your eyes and throw your heartAnd just give them mine insteadAnd play deadAnd play deadAnd let my heart bleed on your bedLook at them in the eyesAnd scream baby screamThis will never be the endAnd even if I diedThis love will never endAnd you can never touch meAnd you will never cause me painCause you're made of fireAnd I'm the heavy rainYes I'm the heavy rain
Abuse.You once brought me pleasure, but now you bring pain,It tears me up to watch you go to the bottle again and again,There's nothing I can do, but watch as your life goes up in flames,And sit and take it each night as you call me vulgar names.But even though you cause me so much pain,In trying to stay away from you, my efforts are vain,Because I like it when your thorns cut my skin,And you mean so much to me, I don't know where to begin.I just wish you could be like you used to,Kissing me, and taking care of me like you would do,Oh how I miss the time,Before the alcohol ravaged your mind.My life now revolves around you,But not in the way I wanted it to,I spend every waking moment waiting for the next blow,From someone who was once my friend, but now my foe.The time finally comes when I've had enough,Packed up my bags, my clothes, and my stuff,Black rose, your thorns are cutting into me for the last time,I'm leaving you, and with that, I'm fine.
No Love.You always said that you wanted to live foreveruntil you had enough love in your heartbecause on Fridays you spent the night in the bathroom throwing upwhenever you felt bad about yourselfbecause you said that no one could ever love youwhen all you thought about was death.(And all you ever wantedwas to make your mother notice you in the dark.All you ever wanted was for her to say ''I love you'',but her tongue always got twisted whenever she laughed at your pain.)You always said that you wanted to live foreveruntil you heard a song written about youso you could show your story to the world,but whenever you sangyour voice would carry a tune miles away. You lost yourself years ago when you left,and now I'm afraid of losing myself because you're not here.
LoveThis emotion,This weightless floating,This hungry want,This lonely feeling,This need for you.This newfound trust,This raw lust,This hopefully chance...Can be described in one word.
Fixit's been awhile. i've missed youthey all think that its over,but... i'm not ready to quit yousometimes,when i'm feeling suffocated, its nice to think about giving in,to remember how it feels to just give in,and how it feels to get that fix. the whole world just gets quiet. it makes
HopeHopeIs a dangerous thing.A beautiful angelAdorned with silver wings.A gilded treasureOf my dreams.A heart touching harmonySung in screams.A castle of goldFor you alone.Filled with such horrorsThat you've never known.A wondrous thingOf lackluster nightmares.Full of such liesLike 'anyone cares'Like things will getter betterOr change at allViolins in my headEvery time I fall.
Forced To Be MyselfOf course you're going to miss it.You're going to missEvery single little thingExcept me.Go ahead.Ignore me.Scar me more than you already have,I don't give a damn.Because you'll move on.And I wont even be a distant memory.You already regret so much.Are you sure you want to talk to me?Will you regret that as well?Because you're leaving me behind.You're talking to the people you didn't before.You're making it pretty clearYou don't want me around.I wish you'd just say it.You're going to missEvery girl from school,But me.You'll miss the bitchWho was mean to me,That you hated until the day you broke our love apart.You're going to miss the girlWho hates me,Because she's mean.Fine.Fine by me.Just don't crawl to meWhen you have nowhere else to go.I don't want you contaminating my darknessWith your light anymore.Because your light will leave again,And I'll be forced to be myself.
You, my dearYou, my dear, are beautiful.Your eyes are a myriad of colours,That I can simply melt into.Just stare into their endless depths,While they pierce straight through to my core.Your gaze can do things to me,That I never thought possible.Your eyes on my body,Makes me feel simply beautiful.Your hair is flowing gold,So incredibly delicate and precious.I want to reach out and touch it,Run my fingers through the strands,Feel the liquid metal seep through my grasp.And that smile.Damn girl, that smile is incredible.It sends a shiver down my smile,While making the whole room glow.I can't help but return the gesture,Yours just radiates happiness.When you turn that smile towards me,I can feel all my coherent thoughtsSlowly Slipping Away.And I don't even care.Your laughter is so infectious,It always brings a smile to my face.I never knew you'd
Your true selfInside your mindIf you look down deepYou will see your true selfHow you really thinkIt could beSick Dementedand CruelYou could end up doing things You never knew...Or it could beQuiet Nice andSweetYou could be so proper and neatWhatever it isSomeday, You will find outThat you may never seeThe true person you can be.
Behind my sleeves.This,this is for the girlthat hidesbehind her sleevesthe freezing of lonely nightsthe breathing of desperationthe pain of forced smilesand fakedI love you-s.This goes for the girlthat holds ononto those almost - broken strings,while she waits,for those to breakshe also waits,for someone tos a v e h e rSomeone tocatch her.This is for every wordput into her [twisted] mind.For every look,up and downof her fragile body...This is for the everyday struggleof finding the light(that one that you find at the end of the tunnel)Because she only wantsto break free, free from her demons (there are so many)those that tell her,that what she sees in the mirroris what she really is. This is for the girlthat is tired of broken heartsand wants to seesome broken smiles.because everyone has its heart brokenbut no one really knowshow it is, to see yourselfin that mirror, and see thatthe only thing you had beautifulis
I Miss YouI know this to be honest, I know this to be true,I truly miss your friendship, I miss time spent with you.You always made me smile, you never let me down,You kept me above water, you never let me drown.You showed me I was worthy, worthy to befriend,My highest expectations you managed to transcend.I'm embarrassed to confess, just how much you are missed,The hole you left in my life, makes it hard to coexist.
A person.I have always tried to deny,That even I had any debility.I have always tried to deny,That even I could break down and cry.But I am just a person with limited powerA person who cries and smilesA person who wish to never be seenBreaking down and starting to cry.I have always tried to hideThe pain that flows insideI have always tried to hideThe only weakness that always hauntsBut I am just a person with limited powerA person who cries and smilesA person who wish to never be seenBreaking down and starting to cry.The feelings kept inside for so longThose feelings flow over the edgeI'm braking down and crying it outThe way I have never beforeBut I am just a person with limited powerA person who cries and smilesA person who wish to never be seenBreaking down and starting to cry.
LovelyThe sky last night. Lit.Fire,red copper.Made me think of you.Rousing,yet delicate.Like my namecoming off your mouth.Breathless against the air.I could taste the sky last night.September apple smooth.Deep, pink sweet.Sweet as the inward smile on your lips,recalling our pleasure.The sky last night had your voice.That faint recollection of you.A love thumbprint.A touch. A dream.Against the quiet dusk.My mind has played the nights' sky.I am stunned by its beauty.© 2011 Linda R. O'Connell
DreamHolding your handSo tightlyFeeling the loveFeeling all the good momentsUntil I realize... It was just a sweet dream.